Someday, someone will come along, and it will make all the difference.

I have not been so active recently with blogging as my thoughts are occupied with so much gradschool stuff, but with the recent events that have happened lately, I cant help the urge to write down my thoughts as i feel that somehow, a big part of me has changed. I just feel that finally, I met this person, who I think I have been looking for so long. He's... I dont know how to explain...but it felt like I've known him for so long even if it's not, like an old friend, as he said. So you see, I guess the reason why I am still unattached until now, is that I have form an ideal person in my mind, which I thought, with all the heartaches I have been through, this type of person is just an illusion and do not exist.... But I guess, I am wrong. And I am really happy that I am wrong. Because he exists. The sad part thou is that I dont think we can be together and I dont think he likes me well enough. Im not pretty after all. And we spent a very shot time together, that I dont think I was able to show so much of me, because I was awkward the whole time we're together. I barely can talk enough. Yes it's a bit sad, but I think it's more of a happy feeling. Happy that I get to know him. Thankful that despite of all the assholes in the world, a nice guy like him is still a reality. He'll be flying back to his country today, and all I can wish is that Id get to see him someday again. And maybe when that time comes, I will thank him, because he has inspired me, to dream again, and pursue what i really wanted to do. Thou he doesn't know, but he became a reminder to me, of what I should be doing in my life. I guess a big reason why I like him this much is that he's living the life I have always dreamt of. A bit jealous perhaps, that he was able to do and pursue his passion. And he made me realized without him knowing, that I've got still a handful of things to do and he made me realized how beautiful life is to be wasted with so much drama. #inspired #believe #thankful